tbe2 rse teringat kenangan wkt kck2 dlu.btpa hard+challenging nye hdp sy wkt kck2 dlu.hu3..start wit kindergarten, wkt 2 umo 6thn,(klu xsilp r.hik3) sy+kkk sy (kami kembar tahun.dia lahir bln 1,sy lahir bln 12) tadika kt Taski Abim.ktorg nye tadika len cket.ade 2tadika.pg nye,name die Tadika Saidatina Fatima III which is blja cm abc,menulis sume.then,we've got sblh ptg nye lak name die Tadika Saidatina Fatima I which is we learn bout Islamic Teaching n all tht.d cnila kmi blja ngaji,nasyid,solat sume.hu3..sonot gle.hasilnye,dajah 1 ktorg da leh solat dgn sempurna.waaaaaa,gud an,ktorg?keh3..yg xbesnye,kmi bdua sgt I.N.D.E.P.E.N.D.E.N.T..g tadika je mama o papa hntr.ble blik,kmi kena menapak.jauhnye cm dr main gate uia ke kaed.agk jaoh r bg kmi yg setahun jagong neh.kui3..tiap2 hri,time blik dr tadika la saat2 yg kami sgt tatot,coz tiap kali blik umh,kmi tpksa melalui jln2 yg agk 'meriah' dgn binatang yg plg sy B.E.N.C.I which is alep nun jim ya nga = A.N.J.I.N.G..tiap2 kli blik,ktorg akn cri rnting2 kyu yg agk kukuh utk d jdkn senjata.kah3..tp xbgune pon.endingnye,kmi ttp dikejar A.N.J.I.N.G2 bodo tuh.pastu lari smbil jerit2.sy pggl nme kkk sy,kkk sy pggl nma sy.dol tol..xleh bygkn dak kck cm kmi dkejar A.N.J.I.N.G2 ngok tu.leh kate tiap2 hri smpi umh dgn kebasahan airmata r.sbb tatot.har3..sgt kelaka.tp siyes,Allah je tau,btpa F.O.B.I.A kmi tiap kli blik dr tadika.almost evrydy smpi umh dgn kaki@tgn berdarah2 coz terjatuh wkt lari.sdey sgtttt.. T_T
tuh cter time tadika.when we were in primary school,lg sdey cternye.fmly kmi fmly peniaga.tp time tu nega kck2 je.bukk gerai tepi jalan.then,when i was in standard 3,sy da agk mahir dlm bab2 mengira nih.so,mama sy dgn selambanye melantik sbg C.A.S.H.E.R..hu3.nk d jdkn cter,ade 1hri tu tgh jge kueh.2sengget!2sengget!(mail nye version.kui3).pastu tbe2 dr jaoh da nmpk ckgu kelas sy dtg nk beli kueh.cpt2 sy nyorok blkng mama.sbb malu dgn cikgu.kah3..lwk btol.pastu last2 kantoii gak.mama soh kre ckgunye kueh bpe.haisyyyyy.pastu ckgu ckp:"eh,azirah..kamu ke.ni kna bg ckgu diskaun ni.hu3.."smpi skg igt lg muke ckgu tu.hu3..sdey gak r dlu.bese ptg2 dak2 len g men2 kt pdg,men msk2 kt umh,tp sy+kkk sy kna tlg mama kt gerai.hu3..jeles gle tgk dak2 len.keh3..then,wkt hujng thn standard 3 nih,abg sulung sy meninggal.eksiden moto.keling mabok langgar die.sdey gle.die sgt baek.sy syg abg edy sy.uwaaaa.then,pas bpe buln arwah abg edy pegi,papa masuk hospital coz diabetis.believe it or not,im d 1 who's taking care of my dad for 3months at Mahkota Medical Centre,Melaka.bygkn,bdk kck cm sy,jge papa sy yg da b'umo 51thn time tu.tiap2 mlm papa tido kt katil,sy tido kt kosi sebelah katil papa for 3months.sebulan 2x mama+kkk+adk sy dtg tgk ktorg.time tu r bru dpt mkn mknn yg mama msak.Tuhan je tau betapa indahnya klu dpt mkn ape yg mama masak hri2.aduh!rse mau nanes pule.**T_T then,tiap2 hri papa akn cuci kaki yg diabetis tu 4jam pg,4jam ptg.tiap kali papa msuk dressing room,sy akn tgu kt lua selama 4jam.kdg2 ttido gak r.kdg2,selambe je g rayau kt Mahkota Parade sebelah hospital tu.hu3..Alhamdulillah,tade sape culik sy.ngeh3..pas 3bln,papa kua hospital dgn kaki sebelahnya dpotong smpi paras lutut..tp papa sy msh boleh membawa kereta cm bese.gud an,dia?hu3..
tuh cter time tadika.when we were in primary school,lg sdey cternye.fmly kmi fmly peniaga.tp time tu nega kck2 je.bukk gerai tepi jalan.then,when i was in standard 3,sy da agk mahir dlm bab2 mengira nih.so,mama sy dgn selambanye melantik sbg C.A.S.H.E.R..hu3.nk d jdkn cter,ade 1hri tu tgh jge kueh.2sengget!2sengget!(mail nye version.kui3).pastu tbe2 dr jaoh da nmpk ckgu kelas sy dtg nk beli kueh.cpt2 sy nyorok blkng mama.sbb malu dgn cikgu.kah3..lwk btol.pastu last2 kantoii gak.mama soh kre ckgunye kueh bpe.haisyyyyy.pastu ckgu ckp:"eh,azirah..kamu ke.ni kna bg ckgu diskaun ni.hu3.."smpi skg igt lg muke ckgu tu.hu3..sdey gak r dlu.bese ptg2 dak2 len g men2 kt pdg,men msk2 kt umh,tp sy+kkk sy kna tlg mama kt gerai.hu3..jeles gle tgk dak2 len.keh3..then,wkt hujng thn standard 3 nih,abg sulung sy meninggal.eksiden moto.keling mabok langgar die.sdey gle.die sgt baek.sy syg abg edy sy.uwaaaa.then,pas bpe buln arwah abg edy pegi,papa masuk hospital coz diabetis.believe it or not,im d 1 who's taking care of my dad for 3months at Mahkota Medical Centre,Melaka.bygkn,bdk kck cm sy,jge papa sy yg da b'umo 51thn time tu.tiap2 mlm papa tido kt katil,sy tido kt kosi sebelah katil papa for 3months.sebulan 2x mama+kkk+adk sy dtg tgk ktorg.time tu r bru dpt mkn mknn yg mama msak.Tuhan je tau betapa indahnya klu dpt mkn ape yg mama masak hri2.aduh!rse mau nanes pule.**T_T then,tiap2 hri papa akn cuci kaki yg diabetis tu 4jam pg,4jam ptg.tiap kali papa msuk dressing room,sy akn tgu kt lua selama 4jam.kdg2 ttido gak r.kdg2,selambe je g rayau kt Mahkota Parade sebelah hospital tu.hu3..Alhamdulillah,tade sape culik sy.ngeh3..pas 3bln,papa kua hospital dgn kaki sebelahnya dpotong smpi paras lutut..tp papa sy msh boleh membawa kereta cm bese.gud an,dia?hu3..
msuk secondary school,sy dok asrama.dr f1-f5.1st time berpisah dgn kembar sy,rse sdey sgt.sy dpt asrama sme dgn kwn sy wkt kck = Amilah Hasiefah which i called her Siefa.1st nyte kt asrama,kami nanes nk blik umh.Siefa tepon mama die,dorg dtg amek die,bwk die blik.ble tepon mama sy,sy kna mara ngan mama.sbb dia ckp bkn senang nk masuk asrama.dgn beratnya,ku gagahkan juga hdp d asrama selama 5thn tanpa Siefa.siott ko,Siefa.hu3..d asrama,sekali lg,sy sdey.2bln sekali je blik umh.then,ble blik umh,cm bese sy blik sendiri nek komuter.blik ke asrama pon nek komuter.serdang-s.alam adela dlm 2jam time tu.jeles tol tgk kwn2 len pg-blik sume parents hntr.hurmm..nk wat cmne,mama+papa sy sgt strict orgnye.hu3..then,ble outing je,kwn2 sume lepak kt lua,g soping komplek,tp sbb sy xbpe nk K.A.Y.A, so, dok je r kt dlm asrama tuh.sdey,an?hu3..then,time f5,ade 1hri tu tbe2 sy terasa nk kol mama.then,mama ckp mama kt sepital.dgn terkejotnye,sy terdiam sekejap.then,mama ckp mama xsmpi hti nk btau sy,takot kcu sy nk stdy.lgpon mama xtau nk contct sy cmne.sy xde hp time tu.d ulangi,kmi xbpe K.A.Y.A utk beli hp time tu.hu3..time tu spm nk dkt da.sy tny,mama watpe kt sepital?spe sakit?then mama ckp..papa tgh operate lg.then sy ckp papa operate ape?mama ckp kaki papa kena potong lg sebelah.uwaaaaaaa.sy sgt terkejut smpi suara sy berubah wktu ckp dgn mama.mama sedar suara sy da agk cm ber"vibrate" cket,hu3..then mama ckp,takpe,jgn rsu.i-Allah papa ok.operation xabs lg.tp kite doa je,k..then,lps je ltk ganggang public pon tu,tbe2 airmata jtuh dgn lajunye cm f1.ha3..blik dorm,nanes tnp benti smpi wkt prep.masuk bilik prep dgn mate bengkak2.kih3..
dunno how 2 describe my childhood life.fun,sad,hepy,hard,survival,sume ade..tp btol la kta org,"pengalaman membuatkan kita lebih matang".am i ryte?hu3..Alhamdulillah,i managed 2 survive.bkn senang nk jd senang,n bkn ssh nk jd ssh.yg pntg,we knw how 2 face d hard time.juge,sy sgt bersyukur sy mmpunyai H.A.T.I yg sgt kuat utk menghadapi sume dugaan.semuge sy lebih tabah.Aaminn..2day, i wanna say thank to 'juanmraz' 4 giving me some advices yg membuatkn sy sedikit lega+hilang sedikit beban.thnx 4 listening,n thnx 4 helping me,dea..sy syg kamu! =)
~lalalalalalalalalala~
dunno how 2 describe my childhood life.fun,sad,hepy,hard,survival,sume ade..tp btol la kta org,"pengalaman membuatkan kita lebih matang".am i ryte?hu3..Alhamdulillah,i managed 2 survive.bkn senang nk jd senang,n bkn ssh nk jd ssh.yg pntg,we knw how 2 face d hard time.juge,sy sgt bersyukur sy mmpunyai H.A.T.I yg sgt kuat utk menghadapi sume dugaan.semuge sy lebih tabah.Aaminn..2day, i wanna say thank to 'juanmraz' 4 giving me some advices yg membuatkn sy sedikit lega+hilang sedikit beban.thnx 4 listening,n thnx 4 helping me,dea..sy syg kamu! =)
~lalalalalalalalalala~
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ekhemm~~~
saye mintak maaf~ ^_^
i still love u no matter wat! kihkihkih~ jgn marah ye juanmraz?
yes, ira. both u and eda are my idols! pengalaman la yg buat kite jadi ape yg kite jadi hari ni..tak gitu?
didnt i say that u r strong and sentimental at the same time?
alhamdulillah ala kulli hal :)
dah, tamau nanges. kesat air mata tu...
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xoxoxo
sedihla cite kamu..-_-'..Allah Maha Adil..i-Allah u'll have ur more desirable life ahead.=)
MwaH XOXO!
hek3..timeseh,kwn2..sy syg kmu semoa.
mau hugs semoa!!meh2..
hiarrgghh!!! \(^_^)/
**~erk.xmuat tgn.hik3..
luv y'all so much!mmuahx!
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