congrats to u,cintapurple~!!u manage to cry ur heart loud today~!!
yes,i admit i'm not familiar with all the things that i need to deal with in my workplace..i have no basic at all..i'm stupid..lembap..lampi..ssh nk catch-up and etc..jdnye,sy sgt3 stresssssssss b'kerja+t'lalu pressure..training with a person yg sgt3 laju mngajar,and when i can't answer some questions,it such a shame when people say:
"dulu xblaja ke?"......."ni pun xtau?"......."bape kali nk ckp nih?".......
ye,sy sgt lembap nk catch-up sesuatu bnd yg da lame sy xblaja..and fyi,almost half of year i've been staying at home,jage my late father,teman my mom,driving,cooking,dan semua2 yg s'angkatan dgnnya..what do u expect me to know all those things in just 5hours???setengah tahun xpegang coding..and seriously,i don't even have time to study back all those things before i start working..why?because people never know betapa byknye t/jawab sy t'hadap keluarga..cakap mmg senang..
"sabar,xde bnd senang"...
mmg xde bnd senang kt dunia ni,tp ade cara yg baik kn utk bg org fhm sesuatu bnd?perlu ke nk underestimate org lain?perlu ke nk ckp kuat2 smpi 1ofis dgr?i know i'm newbie..but don't treat me like this..another thing is,i hate C.O.M.P.A.R.I.S.O.N~!!!!don't compare me with previous person,please?yes,i know she's better than me,she's a fast learner,she's good,she's this..she's that..but do u realize something?i'm totally NOT HER..can u see that?dan lg 1,i agree with daven..he said malaysian sgt kolot..when we say "tak tau@tak faham",they immediately say:
"tu pun xtau?"......."la,xkn xtau"......."xyah jd programmer la klu xtau".......
but when we say "i don't understand @ i don't know" to the non-malaysian,they will guide us and help us to make our understanding better..that's why foreign country sgt maju..tp negara kita nih xmaju2 sbb org2nya selalu menghina+memandang rendah sesama sendiri...mmg sy sgt sedih arini sbb sy xmampu nk kawal airmata sy..bkn sbb sy sedih kena mara..tp sbb kesal dibuat begitu oleh org melayu sendiri..sy tau ilmu sy cetek..sy xsebertuah org lain..mmg sy selalu diuji oleh Allah..tp arini sy sedih bkn sbb xdpt terima ujian Allah,tp sbb sedih m'dgr ucapan2 drpd manusia2 yg d'anggap mulia d mata sy..u never know how hard my life is,my dea..sy tau sy patut beruntung dgn segala ujian ini dan sy sedang mencuba utk "memberuntungkan" diri sy sendiri..u've never been through what i've gone through since i was child,so saying "sweet words" don't really make me feel better..thanx,anyway.. =) oh ya,terima kasih kpd mereka2 yg telah m'canang cerita kesedihan sy ke serata dunia sblm masanya..jasa anda dikenang..hak3..rasenye sy da puas menangis arini dan sy da pun melepaskan sedikit kemarahan di blog ini..if u don't feel comfortable to read this post,silalah beredar dgn segera..kerana post ini mengandungi unsur2 kesedihan+kemarahan semata..sekian~
* sy xpnh berangan pon nk keje gomen sokmo sbb sy xpnh b'hrp utk ke sana
** alasan gomen bknlah satu alsan yg tepat utk sy tidak fokus pd kerja sy
*** sy mmg lembab dan sy xpnh malu utk mengakui kelembaban sy
**** i appreciate ur help for letting me be in this company.thnx a lot,f.r.i.e.n.d
~lalalalalalalala~
6 pengkritik:
Good, good..at least this is how it should rather than keep it down and adding it up to your stress. May tomorrow may be a better day than today for you. First step always harder than the next. Berusahalah!
*oh ini aku yg ckp tadi, I never thought you take it this way but this is what I thought sepanjang aku kat situ walaupun.Huhu.. sorry it offended you.
****welcome, I hope dalam kepayahan kamu belajar di situ, u gain something useful for your next career. =p
thnx for d words.really appreciate it..=)
*sorry,i just wrote what have crossed my heart.no offense,k..=)
****it's my hope too..=)
Beruntunglah kamu sebab dapat kerja. Ada org tu tak kerja. Nama dia Taro. Tsk!
kamu power sgt.org takut nk hire kamu keje.hu3
*tbe2 rse mcm dok umh lg bagus dr keje.hak3.=P
~lalalalalalala~
ira,I luv U dear!*hugs*
(tbe2 je...hehe)
p/s:Don't ever give up hope.But continue to believe in who you are, what you are, and what you have *wink*
its not about kamu dh lama xpgg coding ira..its about kerja mmg xsemudah kite pk..people always expect more..nak nangis or dh nangis tetap xde org yg dpt bantu kite..huhu..sbrla..(wlpun aku pun dh xsbr skang)aku lg sdh kena force..kena belajar sndr..beruntung la at least wlpun org tu laju ajar..die still ajar kamu..aku ni..google la ajar aku..huhu
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